Pretending

Is something wrong?
Or is it just my imagination?
When I walk through the door
Can I still make you smile?
Does the attraction that was so strong
still exist between our two hearts?
“What happens”, I ask myself
When people don’t love each other any more
Going through the motions
Pretending
I feel empty sometimes
Because I’m not sure how she feels
Is she settling?
Am I?
I feel like we are so perfect
but why so many questions?
My heart is sending mixed signals
that say, “Be careful”
because she is pushing you away
and I just don’t have the energy anymore to fight back
love is so hard
Why the wall it seems sometimes?
let me in
I want to stay permanently
but maybe my stay is outlived
If she is going to be my soulmate
why does my soul feel so alone?

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