Well, here I am again
Too many empty promises
listening to others instead of myself
God, where have I been?
One of the hardest decisions I’ll ever have to make
Grade school, High school, college
Teacher to teacher, professor to professor, class to class
So much useless information… so much… so fake
Politics entwines with a sincere effort to make it
“You’ll make it”, they say.
“You’ll succeed”
Not realizing what they are really saying
And you know what?
I’m not making it, I’m not succeeding, and I can’t take it
Because I’ve had enough of this feeling of being let down
It’s up to me now and only me, no one else to blame
If I don’t succeed now, I can honestly say it was my fault
I have no one else to point the finger
there is no one else left to let me down (except myself)
So where am I going from here?
Well, look at where I have been
I have set myself up for disappointment
It’s only natural that instead of success, I am filled with fear
Thus, I am going no where