Why can’t I write?
To be in love
Yet feel so bad
Birds… birds which can’t fly
without the wind
to carry them high
Broken heart, broken mind
I can’t think
I can’t speak
I can’t write
Without you blackness is white
The light of life goes out
on a black, black day
Clouds hover
a thorn
Blood, I bleed
A clot, stop
I haven’t seen you in years
it feels like a beautiful morning overbearing
I can’t hear you but I listen
to your soft voice
as you whisper – “why?”
Why do you do this to me?
Please… cut me, I am hurt
I no longer need life
I no longer need love
I no longer need me
I am no longer here
I am Dead