
{"id":366,"date":"2011-05-03T15:53:05","date_gmt":"2011-05-03T15:53:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/?page_id=366"},"modified":"2011-05-03T15:54:07","modified_gmt":"2011-05-03T15:54:07","slug":"unsure","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/miscthoughts\/unsure\/","title":{"rendered":"Unsure"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Don&#8217;t you know me by now?<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t you know how I feel about you?<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t you see?<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s so clear<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t deny this feeling<br \/>\nThis one true feeling<br \/>\nI ask him, &#8220;Are you true?&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd he tells me, &#8220;Yes, I am the one.&#8221;<br \/>\nI feel weird telling you this<br \/>\nBut I love you<br \/>\nDo I have the right?<br \/>\nProbably not<br \/>\nBut if I don&#8217;t tell you I will die<br \/>\nMuch like I have been doing for so long<br \/>\nI want to split myself open and pour myself out<br \/>\nRid myself of these trapped emotions<br \/>\nThey have no where to go<br \/>\nAnd I have no where else to store them<br \/>\nSo, they must come out<br \/>\nAnd so here I lie<br \/>\nBeside a bedroom light<br \/>\nListening to mellow sounds<br \/>\nThinking only of you<br \/>\nAnd telling myself, &#8220;She is not yours to have&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd hearing myself speak, but not really listening<br \/>\nI have so much to give<br \/>\nIf only given the chance<br \/>\nBut am so afraid<br \/>\nAfraid of what might happen<br \/>\nAfraid of the response back<br \/>\nBut&#8230; A chance not worth taking is a chance lost somewhere between reality and dreams<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t have what I, myself, can&#8217;t give<br \/>\nAnd that is me<br \/>\nAnd that is all<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Don&#8217;t you know me by now? Don&#8217;t you know how I feel about you? Don&#8217;t you see? It&#8217;s so clear I can&#8217;t deny this feeling This one true feeling I ask him, &#8220;Are you true?&#8221; And he tells me, &#8220;Yes, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/miscthoughts\/unsure\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":116,"featured_media":0,"parent":97,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/366"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/116"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=366"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/366\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":368,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/366\/revisions\/368"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/97"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=366"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}