Yeah, I met this girl
\nAnd all of a sudden it starts again
\nYou know, the doubts, the worries, the fears
\nHow do I look?
\nLike it mattered before
\nDo I have to watch what I say, what I do, what I think?
\nHow do I feel now?
\nMan, I am so unsure of myself
\nthe confidence I once had is nothing but a facade forced in front of uncertainty
\nThe border line of love
\nWhat a burden
\nNow I have to talk on the phone
\nNow I have to think of something to say
\nAm I funny enough?
\nWhat is she thinking about me?
\nWho cares!
\nAnalyzing every word looking for that one glimpse
\nthat she likes me, that she’s thinking about me, that she at least recognizes my existence (individual)
\nAnd you know what else – the future starts to enter my mind
\nSomething I could care less about before is suddenly so important
\nHow come I never thought about this before?
\nHow come?
\nCould I support her if it came down to it?
\nPlease, probably not
\nMaybe, who knows
\nI obviously don’t
\nAll of a sudden I start to self doubt myself
\nsecond guess, question my brainless actions
\nLike someone is watching me for real, paying attention to what I am doing
\nListening to me, hearing me, following my abstract thoughts and saying, “Yeah, that’s neat”
\nNo, it isn’t, she’s just saying that while at the same time she goes home and says to herself,
\n“Wow, that kid is really weird”
\nYes, I am, so what
\nCan’t lie when your face to face with the truth, the truth always wins
\nAlways
\nYeah, I met this girl and I begin to wonder
\nWhy?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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