
{"id":347,"date":"2011-05-03T12:48:31","date_gmt":"2011-05-03T12:48:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/?page_id=347"},"modified":"2011-05-03T12:48:31","modified_gmt":"2011-05-03T12:48:31","slug":"pretending","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/lonelytimes\/pretending\/","title":{"rendered":"Pretending"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Is something wrong?<br \/>\nOr is it just my imagination?<br \/>\nWhen I walk through the door<br \/>\nCan I still make you smile?<br \/>\nDoes the attraction that was so strong<br \/>\nstill exist between our two hearts?<br \/>\n&#8220;What happens&#8221;, I ask myself<br \/>\nWhen people don&#8217;t love each other any more<br \/>\nGoing through the motions<br \/>\nPretending<br \/>\nI feel empty sometimes<br \/>\nBecause I&#8217;m not sure how she feels<br \/>\nIs she settling?<br \/>\nAm I?<br \/>\nI feel like we are so perfect<br \/>\nbut why so many questions?<br \/>\nMy heart is sending mixed signals<br \/>\nthat say, &#8220;Be careful&#8221;<br \/>\nbecause she is pushing you away<br \/>\nand I just don&#8217;t have the energy anymore to fight back<br \/>\nlove is so hard<br \/>\nWhy the wall it seems sometimes?<br \/>\nlet me in<br \/>\nI want to stay permanently<br \/>\nbut maybe my stay is outlived<br \/>\nIf she is going to be my soulmate<br \/>\nwhy does my soul feel so alone?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Is something wrong? Or is it just my imagination? When I walk through the door Can I still make you smile? Does the attraction that was so strong still exist between our two hearts? &#8220;What happens&#8221;, I ask myself When &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/lonelytimes\/pretending\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":116,"featured_media":0,"parent":109,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/347"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/116"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=347"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/347\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":348,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/347\/revisions\/348"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/109"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=347"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}