
{"id":296,"date":"2011-04-14T19:43:17","date_gmt":"2011-04-14T19:43:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/?page_id=296"},"modified":"2011-04-14T19:43:17","modified_gmt":"2011-04-14T19:43:17","slug":"i-am-dead","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/onlove\/i-am-dead\/","title":{"rendered":"I am Dead"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Why can&#8217;t I write?<br \/>\nTo be in love<br \/>\nYet feel so bad<br \/>\nBirds&#8230; birds which can&#8217;t fly<br \/>\nwithout the wind<br \/>\nto carry them high<br \/>\nBroken heart, broken mind<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t think<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t speak<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t write<br \/>\nWithout you blackness is white<br \/>\nThe light of life goes out<br \/>\non a black, black day<br \/>\nClouds hover<br \/>\na thorn<br \/>\nBlood, I bleed<br \/>\nA clot, stop<br \/>\nI haven&#8217;t seen you in years<br \/>\nit feels like a beautiful morning overbearing<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t hear you but I listen<br \/>\nto your soft voice<br \/>\nas you whisper &#8211; &#8220;why?&#8221;<br \/>\nWhy do you do this to me?<br \/>\nPlease&#8230; cut me, I am hurt<br \/>\nI no longer need life<br \/>\nI no longer need love<br \/>\nI no longer need me<br \/>\nI am no longer here<br \/>\nI am Dead<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why can&#8217;t I write? To be in love Yet feel so bad Birds&#8230; birds which can&#8217;t fly without the wind to carry them high Broken heart, broken mind I can&#8217;t think I can&#8217;t speak I can&#8217;t write Without you blackness &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/onlove\/i-am-dead\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":116,"featured_media":0,"parent":98,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/296"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/116"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=296"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/296\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":297,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/296\/revisions\/297"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/98"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}