I’ve got this beast inside that I’m tired of trying to hide
\nHe wants out so bad that I feel hurt, betrayed, like he’s a friend
\nThe beast is more a part of me than me a part of it
\nI hate myself
\nIt’s too late, I’m filled with nothing but hate
\nI can’t survive in a world in which the only choices are:
\nWhat if I don’t, I can’t, I won’t
\nIt’s no use
\nThe beast has got a hold so tight that I can’t breathe
\nWell, then, I’m not going to, so I guess the beast wins
\nI retreat and half-heartedly accept my defeat
\nThe beast has won again, it’s over, the end
\nI just give up<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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