
{"id":263,"date":"2011-03-22T19:17:25","date_gmt":"2011-03-22T19:17:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.syr.edu\/pure_poetry\/?page_id=263"},"modified":"2011-03-22T19:17:25","modified_gmt":"2011-03-22T19:17:25","slug":"my-own-personal-hell","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/miscthoughts\/my-own-personal-hell\/","title":{"rendered":"My Own Personal Hell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If I were to stand outside of myself looking in<br \/>\nlooking in at a shell<br \/>\nI think I would find the reason<br \/>\nthe reason for my own personal Hell<br \/>\nIf I were to question<br \/>\neverything I do wrong<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t think I would find many answers<br \/>\nbecause the questions would be too long<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t look at something that isn&#8217;t there<br \/>\nand try to find a reason why<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t not do something<br \/>\nand say, &#8220;Well, at least I tried&#8221;<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t search for something I haven&#8217;t lost, or found, or never had in the first place<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t cry while at the same time have a smile on my face<br \/>\nIf I were to stand outside of myself looking in<br \/>\nlooking in at a shell<br \/>\nWho would care about my own personal Hell?<br \/>\nMe?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If I were to stand outside of myself looking in looking in at a shell I think I would find the reason the reason for my own personal Hell If I were to question everything I do wrong I don&#8217;t &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/miscthoughts\/my-own-personal-hell\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":116,"featured_media":0,"parent":97,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/263"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/116"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=263"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/263\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":264,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/263\/revisions\/264"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/97"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jlfouts.expressions.syr.edu\/inner_poet\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=263"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}